2009 March « Let me be free.. so free…

a little wisdom from the birthday girl

March 26, 2009 at 4:04 pm (cita citaku, doaku, hari-hariku, inspirasiku, teman2ku)

YIHAYYY.. finally 21 =)

partly happy, partly sad.. happy because i finally reach the legal age, sad because the number just keeps increasing.. well, the word is OLD.. that’s what everyone feels on their birthdays right?

the past one year has been full of ups and downs.. but generally GROWTH is what i would sum up my past one year..

i have grown from a timid girl to a woman whom many respect and “fear” *LOL*

i have grown from someone who always judges and criticizes to someone who simply wants to serve the people around and think of their best instead of shooting at their weaknesses.

i have grown WIDER also.. well…….. xp

and i can say the journey from 20 to 21 was the best in my life.. the BEST.. and i hope the journey to 22 will be better =))

i hope as i enter adulthood, i will become wiser, more mature and more loveable…. i want to keep fighting and running for my dreams and visions, i want to do so much more, see different parts of the world and meet people of different perspectives and cultures…

and remember my bucket list? yeah i still want them to happen one by one in my life… 21 is never too old to do great things, and 21 is never too young to try anything impossible.. =))

i hope i can continue to be blessed and be a blessing to people around me =))

and thanks to all who made the efforts to celebrate with me, who tried to make me happy and all the “condolences” too.. and thanks for all the MSN, YM, SMS, FB wall, tweets, etc etc.. you guys simply rock my day.. =))

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my wishlist

March 19, 2009 at 5:15 pm (cita citaku, doaku, teman2ku)

ok secara ulang tahun ku sudah mau datang, mendadak jadi pengen beli banyak barang ini ^^
<please check out often for the updates =P>

1. My personal iMac
ok gue sadar ini uda ganti berkali2.. dari Macbook menjadi Macbook Pro menjadi Macbook Air skrg jadi iMac.. tp kyknya kalo laptop di rumah uda punya BANYAK (toshiba rusak, sony rusak, compaq rusak.. dan skrg memakai Acer yg menuju kerusakan jg), jadi iMac aja dhe..

2. Blackberry Curve 8900 (Javelin)
akhirnya sudah dapat.. look at #4 now. =P

3. iPod Touch (16GB)
secara uda punya nomer #2 jadi ngga perlu iPhone lagi.. so i want iTouch now =D

4. Subscription to Pushmail Service by Starhub @$63.13/month for the next one year
ini dia yg sangat kuperlu skrg tp gak mau keluar duit buat ini hehehee… yah 1 orang bayarin 1 bulan laaaa.. okok?? =P

5. Internship @ Bloomberg Global Data (25th May to 31st July 2009)
oh please I really want thisssss…….. =)

6. M.A.C Eyeliner Crayon (Dark Brown)

7. Lip Gloss Benefit (Sweet Pink colour)

8. M.A.C Foundation NC30

9. M.A.C Pressed Powder NC35

10. A new wallet
ini perlu juga.. dari taon lalu keilangan dompet belom beli dompet lagi…. huaaaaa… yg bagus yah.. kalo engga, ada nya engga akan di pake hahaha.. =P

11. a skin protector for my #2
but now i want the designer plastic protector that covers the whole phone, you know what i mean? it is $58 the last time i checked at bugis for blackberry 8900 =)

12. kado buat sharon =)

btw tolong jangan beliin pajangan foto, gelas, piring, handuk, pajangan meja, pajangan tembok, salib, yah u know.. gak perluuuuuu……. dan gak ada tempat buat nyimpenin gituan… yah list ini hanya membuat hidup kalian lebih mudah, secara cari kado itu melelahkan hehehee……..

13. Ralph Lauren Fragrance – Romance Always Yours
smells so niceee

btw, ada sistem apa yg bs keep track siapa dah beli apa yah??? jgn sampe gue terima sepuluh botol lip gloss yg warnanya sama -_-

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All about M

March 17, 2009 at 12:52 am (gak jelas banget)

Rules:
It’s harder than it looks! Copy to your own note, erase my answers, enter yours, and tag ten people. Use the first letter of your name to answer each of the following questions. They have to be real…nothing made up! If the person before you had the same first initial, you must use different answers. You cannot use any word twice and you can’t use your name for the boy/girl name question.

1. What is your name : Menny

2. A four Letter Word : mata

3. A boy’s Name : Max

4. A girl’s Name : Mevie

5. An occupation : Mama

6. A color : Merah

7. Something you’ll wear : make-up

8. A Jedi: M??? gak tauuuu…. gak nonton….

9. A food : mee goreng yg di sbrang sklh waktu sot suka rebutan…

10. Something found in the bathroom: Mop (kain pel kan??)

11. A place : Mall kelapa gading =P

12. A reason for being late : mamaku gak bangunin =P

13. Something you’d shout : menny kerennnnnnnnnnnnnnn

14. A movie title : My best friend’s girl

15. Something you drink : minuman

16. A musical group : MLTR

17. An animal : Macan

18. A street name : mangga dua raya

19. A type of car : mercedez

20. The title of a song : manusia bodoh

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Tompi – Menghujam jantungku xD

March 11, 2009 at 1:01 am (lagulagu)

Segenap hatiku selalu memujamu
Seluruh jiwa kupersembahkan untukmu
Sepenuh cintaku merindukan dirimu
Seutuh gejolak membakar hatiku

Bridge:
Seperti cahaya hadirmu di duniaku
Seperti ribuan bintang yang menghujam jantungku

O..ow..o..ow..

Reff:
Kau membuatku merasakan
Indahnya jatuh cinta
Indahnya dicintai
Saat kau jadi milikku

Oh, takkan kulepaskan
Dirimu oh, cintaku
Teruslah kau bersemi
Di dalam lubuk hatiku

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when was the last time…?

March 9, 2009 at 9:26 pm (gak jelas banget)

when was the last time i faithfully read the Bible?
when was the last time i write my own sermon?
when was the last time i hit the gym?
when was the last time i have prayer meeting?
when was the last time i talk to my members one by one?

arghhhh…… i can’t remember the answers to all these questions.. RAWR………………………………….

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Protected: forgive and forget

March 9, 2009 at 9:22 pm (doaku, hari-hariku, inspirasiku, pikiran)

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get yourself a little break =)

March 6, 2009 at 12:32 am (doaku)

I really love this song man.. a source of courage for me =)

The climb – Miley Cyrus

I can almost see it
That dream I’m dreaming but
There’s a voice inside my head sayin,
You’ll never reach it,
Every step I’m taking,
Every move I make feels
Lost with no direction
My faith is shaking but I
Got to keep trying
Got to keep my head held high

There’s always gonna be another mountain
I’m always gonna want to make it move
Always going to be an up-hill battle,
Sometimes I’m gonna have to lose,
Ain’t about how fast I get there,
Ain’t about what’s waiting on the other side
It’s the climb

The struggles I’m facing,
The chances I’m taking
Sometimes they knock me down but
No I’m not breaking
I may not know it
But these are the moments that
I’m going to remember most yeah
Just got to keep going
And I,
I got to be strong
Just keep pushing on,

There’s always gonna be another mountain
I’m always gonna want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle,
Sometimes I’m going to have to lose,
Ain’t about how fast I get there,
Ain’t about what’s waiting on the other side
It’s the climb

Keep on moving
Keep climbing
Keep the faith baby
It’s all about
It’s all about
The climb
Keep the faith
Keep your faith

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life

March 5, 2009 at 10:00 pm (doaku, pikiran)

it has been 20 years 11 months and 1 week since i first breathed in the air of this world, and it has been a long and hard journey for me to become who i am now. well, it definitely wasn’t my choice to be born in this world, but unfortunately, it is my decision to live it or not. well, i guess after 20 years++ i have decided that i want to live this life, and more than just living it, i want to live it to the fullest.

well, i am going to be 21 soon, yeah another 3 weeks. and well, 21 should be the age where the girls become euphoric and we always have big celebrations all over the world. but this year i don’t find the urge to celebrate my birthday like how i used to celebrate all my other birthdays previously. i just don’t find the excitement anymore. but still, i will most definitely celebrate it again this year. i hope in these remaining 3 weeks, i will once again discover the excitement of life and feel the fun of finding out what lies ahead of me.

last year hasn’t exactly been the best one year for me, but it definitely was the most exciting one year for me. i met people whom i missed out before, people whom i never knew would bring such a great impact in my life. and i found the joy of leading young individuals who are so passionate toward life – it is because of them i find the drive to push on, to excel in my vocation.

life, in itself, hasn’t been easy. i can’t say that i have the best of life among my friends. well i envy many of my friends for what they have, and even so i do envy those people who have hurt me. sometimes i do wish i have the things they have and sometimes i simply just want to be them. well, life is full of ups and downs. but in time of downs is where you discover your limits and capacity. in time of downs is where you know you need God more and more.

someone told me this before.. if you want to grow yourself, just take up more commitments. well, committing myself to more and more things is really tiring. and the past one year, there were so much commitments and responsibilities. and being a leader is definitely exhausting. sometimes i just can’t be myself, and sometimes crucifying myself is painful, simply too painful. being a leader, i have to be an example to many people around me, being a public figure (not that i am very much one) entails a lot of responsilities. sometimes i wonder how those people do it, they seem so perfect and it seems that they can do it so easily.

well, i m not gonna give up on this life, i will never shortchange my life for anything. until God decides to call me home. but till then, i will fight this life the best i know how. though i fall, i will stand up again. though i feel tired, i will recharge myself again. this life is too beautiful to be missed. i know what lies ahead is beautiful, and i just can’t wait to watch what great things He is going to do in my life.

God, here I am..
your little girl =)

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