it just irritates me how unfair this life can be, at times.
remember the story of how the landowner of vineyard hires different laborers at different time but all the laborers were paid one dinar at the end of the day? yeah that’s unfair work and unfair reward. the landowner didn’t promise to be fair, he promised to give what he said and you have agreed to his terms: nothing to say already.
this is the exact situation facing me right now. this irritating project that we spent hours and hours thinking, proposing, rejected, thinking, proposing, rejected, improving, brainstorming, cracking our brains……that really wasted so much of our time………what makes it even worse is the fact that there are groups which didn’t do a single sh*t at all and just took past papers and just replicate it. well, that’s different amount of works done, but definitely the reward system is the same.
i’m really pissed off, but what can i do? not possibly anything.
just have to face the fact that life is JUST NOT FAIR.
these people died without receiving their promises. Abraham died without seeing his descendants as the dust of the earth and his land that God promised; Moses died without entering the Promised Land; Abel died after offering to God an excellent sacrifice. but one thing all of them had in common: they died believing fully in God for the eternal reward instead of what they can get on earth; they died believing fully in God without doubt even when what God promised never come true. this is the kind of FAITH i want to have, the kind of FAITH that puts 100% trust in HIM even when circumstances are bad, even when His promises never come true, even when all else fails.
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