i can only say life now, and life a few years back, is totally different.
and the verse “why gain the whole world but lose your own soul” reverberates day and night..
it’s really true how people really don’t care how much you know, until they know how much you care.. and it’s the same for me.. i don’t give a damn how many houses you have, what cars you drive, how much you earn in a month.. i don’t need status.. i don’t need your sympathy.. if you still care, do something.. otherwise, i’m out..
in conclusion, it isn’t the same anymore.. and i don’t like it now..
after watching “mechanic”, well, it’s a gory movie. but I think I learned (and it’s stated clearly at the end): victory loves preparation. you want to win anything in life, prepare! and you’d better god-damn prepare it well! nothing good comes easy.
we’re gonna be okay
I think I need to start jotting down my memories somewhere somehow, before I start forgetting everything 5 or 6 years down the road. when we were looking at our old pictures, I don’t even remember what I was doing back then. OMG.
This fast paced, crowded city is killing my soul slowly.
Sometimes I wonder: what am I trying to prove? Who am I trying to please?
I miss the freedom and the space I used to have… That’s all.
To me it symbolises a new beginning.. And up to the next level..
In this new year, I want to learn to give thanks and be faithful in wherever I am placed in..
And to go up the next level in all things I do: career, ministry, dreams.. All have to go up a step..
I wouldn’t want to end the year in the same place where I started..
2010 was great.. Thank You for giving me “the one” I know I am spending the rest of my life with..
2011 is gonna be greater, and better!
It shouldn’t be. And if it happens, there’s no turning back.